Jumat, 21 Oktober 2011

No body ferfect.. Aaagkh..terluka.!!!

Klw tk bs memji jganlh mncaci..
Lbh baik dyam dan tu2p mlutmu.
Klw mmg tk ska jgnlh mlihat, lbh baik kw prgy dan tk ada dsni.
Wlw tk smpurna aq jg mnusia, ign dcntai ign dhrgai..
Wlw hdupmulah yg lbh smpurna, v mlutmu sllu memaki. Jgn prnh mnoleh atwpun ign brjumpa..
Mlhtmu aq benci..!!!!

Terluka aku selalu dg kata2mu, kw bwt Q mmbenci drimu..
Terluka aq sllu dg kta..kta..mu.
Q benci..
Q benci..
Q benci..
Drimu.. !!!

Kamis, 20 Oktober 2011

My Bad Dream

Ketika ss.org dminta untuk pergy..
Ktika ssorg dminta untuk menngis, dan trpkull krna malu..
Itulah kdaan yg tk shrus.a Q alami.
Tk prnh Q bygkan sbelum.a!
Indah.a kbersamaan, yg tlh Q genggam hrus trleps bgitu sja.
Mrskan pa itu pahit, memng bgitu trsa pedih..
Hhmm :(
tpii untunglah.. Itu hnya sbtas mmv, mdh2n cmw itu tk hrus Q alami.
Q hnya trfqr untk mrsa bhgya..
Never say never..

Dilema.. Ooh my God!!!! :o

Ini mungkin suatu posisi terberatqu.!!
Disaat aku hrus trpojok, dan hrus memilih 1 dri 2 keadaan..
Entah apa yg Q fqrkan dan entah apa yg hrus ku perbuat..
Diantara 2 keadaan nc, Q hrus dsempitkan pula dg sgala mcm aktvts scula Q.
Hheemppp :(
q serasa bosan.. Ign Q teriakkn cmw rsa dhtiQ, v aQ tk bs..
Rsa sqt yg Q alami krna "dy", yg Q anggp s.org tman sungguh tk bs Q pungkiri.. Sbnar.a, apa slahQ? Hingga kW sllu ja tk mmpu mlhtQ bhagya. Apa Q prnh brbuat sprty itu pdamu??
Akhr2 inc, cmw prmslahn ada di benakku.! Hampir tk da ruang2 longgar untk 1 yg menenangkn!
Hhempp :(
berdiri diantara 2 plihan memang myqtkan+mmbuatQ bimbang..
Teman, apa dya yg Q sukai??
Entahlaah...

Rabu, 19 Oktober 2011

ini kisah eq.. apa kisahmu ??

hhii...
I'm just a little girl..
I'm not hero,, n I'm not beautifull,,,
Just a girl, who had to sing a song,
I'm not smart, too.
No body perfect in this world, my father gave named for me " eQ hayanti YV",,
it is a pretty name for me,isn't it ??
my friend call me eQ,,
I'm 16 th years old,,
I was born on june, 13 th 1995.
my hoby is writting n dreaming.
my friend usually call me a dreamer...
because i have thousands dream high in my mind.
I wish that I were mathematichs or english teacher.
I don't care although my parents haven't much money..
I'm going to do the best for me..
oyea..i'm school in SMKN 1 Banjar, I had been 3 best friend, they are make me strong n be my self to be a friendly girll..
I have a boy friend, too.
he is very well, he has a well built, well disposed, well of, well proportioned, smart, n he has kindly feeling for everyone.
ooh I fell, I had falled in love for him..
but .. :( it's maybe not...
because I and him very...very different.
he is handsome, smart, and too perfect for me.
but of me ? I have nothing !!
I'm ugly, no rice, and smart too !!
He only past dream..
But,I will get it ..!
although, I just can save his picture and listen or read his short message.
:( I need my own ride..!!
it's OK, now.! I can receip it..!!
I have it now.!!
maybe, as luck would have it to me..
in my mind, i wish to had came lived in my heart,, and pay no rent..
i hope you'll be able to it ..!!